I’m sure this is not unique to me, especially since it seems to strongly be the ‘way’ for my side of the family, but talking about feelings and emotions doesn’t seem to happen. What I’ve known to do is really just bottle it up and pack it away.
I may be really that old, but boy do I carry around a lot of bottles. Don’t worry; if you know me in real life, you most likely wouldn’t notice, I’ve developed quite a good system for hiding it.
This is bad. I’ve known it for years but have continued the tradition. It’s unhealthy, like many secrets we all carry along with us. But it needs to end.
I’m willing to move forward now in more than anything else being honest about this. Thank you my dear friend for helping me open this door.
I’ll be honest in that I’m very afraid to look in this room at all my bottles. I don’t talk much ever about my real feelings and emotions… but too often bottles burst… and this is really bad.
Pray for me. Pray that I might let these things out. Otherwise, my kids will only know this way … and it is really bad. Calling counseling in a few minutes…